Thursday, June 07, 2007

我想哭

我快撑不住了,事情一波一波地接着来,一次又一次地敲击我,我很累了,很想离开这里,想躲开这一切。但我知道我不能这样做,我不是懦夫,我要把这些事好好地解决,也许这就是人生的一部分...

曾经,我拥有一群时时刻刻在我身边的朋友,他们时时刻刻都保护我,但现在已没有了,我们都长大了,拥有自己的世界了,我不可能再次向他们撒蛟,我也要自己来解决事情。

我有时在想,有多少人真的了解我?曾经曾经,我能把我的心事痛痛快快地说出来,把我的郁闷洒脱地爆发出来。日子过了,现在真的要找个愿意听我讲话的人都难了。甚至有些天天都向我说一些我也知道的道里。我不是怪你们,而是你们说得我也知道了,但我也是个人,我真的不能时时刻刻都把世界的一切看成那么淡。

看了我这次博客的人,首先会笑我,为何用华语,是不是在中国久了?大陆仔...过后就会骂我,说他们何时有不理我,也会骂我笨骂我无能,哈哈,我都预了,因为我实在不想把郁闷都放在心里,我只想好好地大哭一场~

哭完了,是时候解回到现实了,担起一切吧!!

6 comments:

kristy said...

c'mon....

kristy said...

u're givivng urself a big shell how to let ppl understand u le? don expect too much from other pls.

Unknown said...

Be strong, man!

Anonymous said...

hey ya!!! wanmei here!! be tough and be strong ya!!! cheers!!! always support u!!! gemini is the best!! haha

Anonymous said...

hei there! gambate ya! it's a process every uni students will go through... remember... you're not alone... i'm sure there are friends who will be your listener... to comfort and care for you... stay strong man! all the best to you...
oh! not sure whether you still remember me... this is jessica... and old friend of yours... from st.james as well... haha! jessica chong that is...

Anonymous said...

哭吧!!肩膀借你 =)
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