Ya,like the title above,finally...
Finally i made the decision...Regret?Ya,honestly,a bit,I found myself is so guitly,treated someone like that,even though many of my frens said that is not my fault,it can't be judged like tat,yet,that's what i felt...
Just the day b4 yesterday,I hope to look for someone to chat,ya,she appeared.Yet,time passed,ppl changed,feeling fade,I have no more braveness to tell her everything jus like last time,I have no idea why this will happened to me?I even feel that I have such a long distance with everyone.
Yaya,emotion is always appeared,I'm tired of it,I try to control it,but sometimes u just cant anything to it.Argh!!!
Ok,done this writting,mood will be fine soon,I love to write this,especially when i wanna seek for support,fuh~~Time for being a real person again.Time to being a man again,wake up!!
